i start to show  my feeling to life,

somtimes just got confused by myself.

if you were weakness, you would be died by your mind.

No too much words,no too much emoution.

just feel that if you were fallen into the depths ,

that would not be on yourself,

i tell you ,never.

sure,you also can heal on your own.

and more,

even show off  toward the all people and even all the world.

now ,i have three question for you,also include my soul.

first question,what do you think most important in your life ?

even when you die,

of course ,you can not change .

second,have you find sth made you  be happy ?

and you sure itself can get a geart sense in your life.

third.will you contine to finish  sth  that you are willing to get over.?

however ,i think all of them first you need be strong enough.and got it :WHO YOU ARE?

also i love this sentence, of course  i have kept it in my mind.

just think like a man ,not a woman.

when i was weak, this always recall in my head.

meanwhile, i do not wanna be a monster in others eye,

so i sometimes hide deeply,thats make me see like as usuall.

just gonna close to sth or people,so you do not the one who should be.

will say :ok cool,like jewelry.

no.i am not.

i know who i am ,but also not.

just like on we chat.i have one talk like this :

i wish its would be better,i shall try my best.life itself teach you sth was NOTHING.also a weak girl is noboday, right ,i was NOBODAY.

so i am also poor ,poor girl.

i love old,old friends,and old memory.

erh ,maybe all old things that can take youself  back.

feeling was good,really great.

this let me miss old firends that he was brilliant

not was,he is always .

across his words on blog bus, life got wise.

sadly,then i abanden my writing on blog bus .

so ,i after i meet less and less one that i call its real friends.

my major not in english,but he does.

just feel funny and good by myself.

if one fasten sth you have ,thats only  would be worse .

first ,just keep calm,cool down by yourself.

because it was fired ,can be hurt

including oneself.

so first, easy ,easy,  take easy.

sth maybe not the original one that you think.

DO not fasten and spoil  youeself ,even others .never.

but i was disappoint ,no reason.

sth has became too tough,yes it was be.

but i am not JESUS.then i konw i am not alone.

i am wlling JESUS esxists,all the hope..

why always you think you are alone. even fall into the dark.

because you refuse all.

am i right?

so learn to believe

this world is full of the LOVE.

lso i love all as  they also  love me .

especilly my elder sister,

i gonna say she is a good woman .really.

i love her.

love world it could be.

it would be.